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November 4, 2010

Thank God for Your Grace

Filed under: CurCol,Sharing...^^ — by cinkiez @ 2:28 pm
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Hi, it’s still about me and my birthday.

In the last post I already thank my acquaintances (family, friends, etc), but I haven’t mention my gratefulness to the most important person in my life. Someone that I can’t live without. My great, awesome DADDY.

Thank you, Lord for all your guidance upon me. I know I’ve been such a naughty and rebel daughter this past year. Maybe no one really notice how bad is my relationship with You this past year. I avoided many chances to serve You, even when I serve You, I didn’t do it wholeheartedly. Came to services – but only my body presence there, my soul is flew away through times and dimension. I’ve become more selfish and individualist. I was too angry with You, everything wasn’t happened according to my plan last year. Too many dreams and plans were broken.  I realize that everything happens for my own good. This understanding is already planted deep down in my mind. But when everything seems out of my control, I started questioning Your will, mad at you, blaming You for everything happened upon me. Okay.. It’s really childish. I’m just like Elijah, when problems came my way, I withdrew myself from the community. And it made our relationship worst than ever.

Through many things You call me back, but I kept run away. Even though I realize how big is Your love, I still hardening my heart. Until dunno when, I was getting tired running away from You. Then I realize that I’m nothing without You, all the greatest thing I ever done, I did it with You by my side. All the happiest moment in my life was given by You. And now, here I am, thanking for Your love, Your patience, thanking You for not giving up on me. Also sorry for all those silly attitudes, rebel act, and for my stubbornness.

I’m trying to be the old me, who trust You wholeheartedly, always put You as my number one. But Lord it’s really hard. Mending a broken relationship is far harder than building a new relationship. The problem is within myself. Questioning Your plan already became a habit. I know I can’t mend this relationship by my own might, but I’m sure by Your grace it can. You gave me another chance to know You better, to serve You better. Teach me, mold me, use me as Your tool. May in this new age I can be a better person that makes You smile. X)

Thank You Lord,

See by  faith, done by love, n walk by grace~

May 10, 2010

Percakapan bodoh

Filed under: CurCol,Uncategorized — by cinkiez @ 8:49 am
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Today’s blog will be in bahasa..because if I use English it won’t be as funny as it was..

Sabtu dan Minggu kemarin abis jalan2 ke Bandung sama rekan2 sepelayanan di kebaktian 3. Di sana bener2 having fun dengan FO to FO plus wisata kuliner. Di perjalanan menuju Bandung di pagi hari,terjadi suatu percakapan lucu. Entah bagaimana topik pembicaraan beralih ke arah hernia. Dan abnayk di antara kami tidak begitu mengerti pengertian hernia secara scientific. terjadilah percakapan berikut:

V: mang hernia itu sebenernya apa c?

R: hernia adalah blablablabla…(menjelaskan dengan panjang lebar dan scientific – suasana di dalam mobil pun serius mendengarkan hingga…..)

V: ow..jd hernia itu turun BREWOK yah?

(bwakakakakaka..serentak satu mobil pun tertawa…XD)

Percakapan kedua terjadi di sore hari.

V: eh..eh..hari senen besok Take me Outny c  Christian BATISTUTA lho..

D:iyah..tadi cici ud bilang..

R: Lho BATISTUTA bukannya pemain bola?

P: iyah,emang GABRIEL BAUTISTA itu pemain bola…(menyambar dengan semangatnya)

(jeeeegeeeer..seluruh isi mobil tercengang speechless)

Buahaha..ini membuktikan bahwa kami yg masih polos2 ini dapat mengalami keterbelakangan mental karena dicekoki hal-hal aneh seperti turun brewok dan Gabriel BAUTISTA..buahahhaaha..It really was a great week end with u guys..Thank you for those funny experiences..XD

September 23, 2009

Keep on fighting, Keep on believing!

Filed under: Poems — by cinkiez @ 11:23 am
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Dear friend…

I know life won’t be easy

Either for me or for you

Sometimes it can be so dark, so rough

And sometimes we felt that we can’t hold it anymore

But there’s something inside you

That keep your head held high in this mean time

It’s because you believe that you’re not alone

You’re having many struggles right now

I don’t know how your exact feelings

Maybe you think that why it must happened to you

Maybe deep inside your heart, you feel that it’s so heavy,

And you don’t see any way out..

But what I see from you right now

you keep on fighting and never give up

and you keep praising the Lord

The way you live right now inspired me

Your faith has strengthened me

Keep on fighting my friend

Keep on believing

That the best is yet to come

‘cos you’re not alone..

dedicated for my BFF, Pamz
Thank you for inspiring my life..Gbu sis,wherever you are
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Many things happened in my life..Through many incidents, events, people, God teaches me many lessons. He kept remind me about Him, about  returning to HIS path, into what He has planned for me…Honestly in this few days, I felt that I was trying to run away from HIS sight. I’m getting tired finding my purpose driven life. I have taken my break in reading bible and praying for others for a week..I felt I’m tired of waiting…waiting for HIS answers in my life. so sucks right? I know It’s not right. But this morning God remind me through my BFF..

Suddenly I opened her profile in facebook, and then I read her status..I catch a glimpse of anxiety in her status, but she kept praising the Lord. And then I messaged her, asking what’s wrong with her…And then she told me what she’s facing right now. Actually it’s the same struggle with mine. The difference is she’s in another country, apart from her parents, while I am at home with my family who always strengthen me.  She was rich, but at this time she told me that her family is having a financial problem right now. She was worried and discouraged, but She believes that God will lead her through her struggles right now. She thanked me because I have asked her condition and listened to her..But the one who must say thank you was me..She has reminded me and taught me some lessons from her sharing…

She taught me to keep believing. Even we haven’t see His answers, but He has prepared something good for us, the best for us. All we need to do is striving and wait for HIS answers..

She taught me to praise the Lord all the times…Even in the roughest road, God never leaves us alone. Nothing such a coincidence will happen in our life, because God’s work through the smallest incidence to shape our personality. And there were always a bright side in every incidence, even we haven’t realized it. So keep praising the LORD.

She taught me that nothing will last forever in our life especially wealth. Maybe today we are rich, but we don’t know what will happen in the next day.. So keep trusting in God, because He’s the one who will last forever…

She taught me that my burdens, my struggles is not heavy, because there will always be someone who has much struggles, much burdens in their lives. So don’t be too selfish and just thinking about your problems..Looks our surrounding, even we have our own problems, it doesn’t mean we can’t help others facing their struggles right? When we try to listen to their problems, it’s a way to enlighten their days…^^

Thank God for giving a friend like her..And thank you for reminding me through her about YOUR way..Praise be the Lord! And for my best friend….Keep your head held high, coz we have a big God..May this verse can strengthen you:

August 28, 2009

Give and it will come back to you

Filed under: Inspirational stories — by cinkiez @ 9:14 am
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I got this email 3 days ago, and this story is worth to share..^^..Have you heard a song, “Give and it will come back to you”?  This song is suitable for this story..^^

What Goes Around, Comes Around

The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the finer things of life. Her coat was new.

She looked like she had never missed a meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of him, like so many others had done before.

“Leave me alone,” he growled… To his amazement,the woman continued standing. She was smiling – her even white teeth displayed in dazzling rows.

“Are you hungry?” she asked. “No,” he answered sarcastically. “I’ve just come from dining with the president.. Now go away.”

The woman’s smile became even broader.

Suddenly the man felt a gentle hand under his arm.”What are you doing, lady?” the man asked angrily. “I said to leave me alone..”

Just then a policeman came up. “Is there any problem, ma’am?” he asked..

“No problem here, officer,” the woman answered… “I’m just trying to get this man to his feet. Will you help me?”

The officer scratched his head. “That’s old Jack. He’s been a fixture around here for a couple of years. What do you want with him?”

“See that cafeteria over there?” she asked. “I’m going to get him something to eat and get him out of the cold for awhile.”

“Are you crazy, lady?” the homeless man resisted. “I don’t want to go in there!” Then he felt strong hands grab his other arm and lift him up.

“Let me go, officer. I didn’t do anything..”

“This is a good deal for you, Jack,” the officer answered. “Don’t blow it.

“Finally, and with some difficulty, the woman and the police officer got Jack into the cafeteria and sat him at a table in a
remote corner. It was the middle of the morning, so most of the breakfast crowd had already left and the lunch bunch had not yet arrived.

The manager strode across the cafeteria and stood by his table. “What’s going on here, officer?” he asked.”What is all this, is this man in trouble?” 

“This lady brought this man in here to be fed,”the policeman answered.

“Not in here!” the manager replied angrily. “Having a person like that here is bad for business.”

Old Jack smiled a toothless grin. “See, lady. I told you so. Now if you’ll let me go. I didn’t want to come here in the first place.”

The woman turned to the cafeteria manager and smiled.”Sir, are you familiar with Eddy and Associates,the banking firm down the street?”

“Of course I am,” the manager answered impatiently. “They hold their weekly meetings in one of my banquet rooms..”

“And do you make a goodly amount of money providing food at these weekly meetings?”

“What business is that of yours?” 

“I, sir, am Penelope Eddy, president and CEO of the company.”

“Oh..”

The woman smiled again.. “I thought that might make a difference.”

She glanced at the cop who was busy stifling a laugh.”Would you like to join us in a cup of coffee and a meal, officer?” 

“No thanks, ma’am,” the officer replied.

“I’m on duty.”

“Then, perhaps, a cup of coffee to go?”
“Yes, ma’am.. That would be very nice.”

The cafeteria manager turned on his heel.. “I’ll get your coffee for you right away, officer.”

The officer watched him walk away… “You certainly put him in his place,” he said.

“That was not my intent… Believe it or not, I have a reason for all this.”

She sat down at the table across from her amazed dinner guest. She stared at him intently.

“Jack, do you remember me?”

Old Jack searched her face with his old, rheumy eyes.”I think so — I mean you do look familiar.”

“I’m a little older perhaps,” she said.

“Maybe I’ve even filled out more than in my younger days when you worked here, and I came through that very door, cold and hungry.”

“Ma’am?” the officer said questioningly. He couldn’t believe that such a magnificently turned out woman could ever have been hungry.

“I was just out of college,” the woman began.

“I had come to the city looking for a job, but I couldn’t find anything. Finally I was down to my last few cents and had been kicked out of my apartment… I walked the streets for days. It was February and I was cold and nearly starving. I saw this place and walked in on the off chance that I could get something to eat..” 

Jack lit up with a smile. “Now I remember,” he said. “I was behind the serving counter. You came up and asked me if you could work for something to eat. I said that it was against company policy.”

“I know,” the woman continued. “Then you made me the biggest roast beef sandwich that I had ever seen, gave me a cup of coffee, and told me to go over to a corner table and enjoy it. I was afraid that you would get into trouble. Then, when I looked over and saw you put the price of my food in the cash register, I knew then that everything would be all right…”

“So you started your own business?” Old Jack said.

“I got a job that very afternoon. I worked my way up.

Eventually I started my own business that, with the help of God, prospered..” She opened her purse and pulled out a business card.

“When you are finished here, I want you to pay a visit to a Mr.Lyons. He’s the personnel director of my company. I’ll go talk to him now and I’m certain he’ll find something for you to do around the office.”

She smiled. “I think he might even find the funds to give you a little advance so that you can buy some clothes and get a place to live until you get on your feet. If you ever need anything, my door is always open to you.”

There were tears in the old man’s eyes. “How can I ever thank you?” he asked.  

“Don’t thank me,” the woman answered. “To God goes the glory. He led me to you.”

Outside the cafeteria, the officer and the woman paused at the entrance before going their separate ways..”Thank you for your help officer,” she said.

“On the contrary, Ms. Eddy,” he answered.

“Thank you. I saw a miracle today, something that I will never forget, And thank you for
the coffee.”

Have a Wonderful Day. May God Bless You always and don’t forget that when you “cast your bread upon the waters,” you never know how it will be returned to you. God is so big He can cover the whole world with his
Love and so small He can curl up inside your heart.

When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust Him fully and let go. Only 1 of 2 things will happen, either He’ll catch you
when you fall, or He’ll teach you how to fly!

The power of one sentence! God is going to shift things around for you today and let things work in your favor. If you believe, send it. If you don’t believe, delete it.

God closes doors no man can open & God opens doors no man can close..If you need God to open some doors for you…send this on.

Have a blessed day and remember to be a blessing….

“The Task Ahead of Me is Never as Great as the Power Behind Me!!”

[There is no such word as “impossible” in God’s dictionary. –Ed..., Sammy Lee

June 20, 2009

Addicted to YOU

Filed under: Poems — by cinkiez @ 4:36 am
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How do I get through my life without U
U r the reason that I live
U r the reason that I still stand
U r the reason thar I rise
U raised me up when I was down
U encouraged me when I was afraid
U’ve supplied all my neeeds
even when I was running from U
U always by my side
whenever I’m happy or deppresed
So how can I not thank U
How can I not praise U
How can I not addicted to U
U r my LORD
My salvation n True friend

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