Okay..I’m trying to list down the reason why I need to hang on and not quit. While there are few companies whom tried to recruit me and I already refuse all of them without even trying to attend the first interview. Trying to make up my mind and see the positive sides..Haish..
1. I’m still fresh in marketing field, I still need to learn the market leader way of thinking and I need to make up my CV.
2. Hmm..Maybe If I’m quit, I won’t get another company that permit me to go home on time (Teng Go), that allows me to have my social life and fulfill my services .
3. The facilities here are quite ok, even sometimes I still feel I’m underpaid (after seeing the vacancy with same position but simpler job desc and higher salary). I don’t wanna leave my utopia zone, even these few weeks feel more like hell for me (drama queen mode on).
4. I feel sorry for ED (big big boss) and HT (big boss) who taught me so many things and I don’t know how to tell them if I want to quit. Especially to HT who was my direct boss and tutor and I respect him so muuuuuch. The only reason that can give me courage to tell him I quit is if I get a scholarship to study master degree.
5. They haven’t found another staff that can help or replace me yet. (of course they haven’t, while I haven’t place my resignation letter)
6.The silliest reason is, if I quit right now, I can’t get leave permit to enjoy my Thai trip next august..Huehehehe…and especially can’t have enough money to enjoy it. Xp
Are they enough to keep me here?Still dunno, I still have many ambitions that can’t be fulfilled here, and I already fed up with some conditions here. Ow..the most crucial reasons why I must stay is:
7. I need to prove to myself that I’m not a quitter!!I will fight till the end. What I mean “till the end” is I need to resolve “the thing” that fed me up these days and someday I can proud of myself that I’ve grown up in making decision.
Ciayoooooo!!!!!Zu zu!!!!You can do it devie…You are more capable than what you think..Learn to be thankful and not grumpy, and then you can see the brighter side.
